Well, it's been a year. Evidently something about summer leaves me in the mood to write. Or maybe I just come here when I'm desperate, which is far more likely. Not that this will change anything anymore since I made the blog private. I just tried to force yself to throw up. Couldn't pull it off. My finger tasted horrible, and thought I did "gag" it didn't induce nausea. I'm the heaviest I've ever been. I didn't get on the scale because I"m afraid of what it will say, but yesterday I was 118, and I definitely don't feel any skinnier. My eating habbits are so unhealthy. I just eat. Everything. And it's all sugar too. Time to cut sugar.
Goal 1: No candy
Goal 2: No soda

Goal 3: Muscles.
Goal 4: No half conscious snacking.

I'll know I've reached my goals when I have lost 20 lbs.

Here's to the freshmen (-)15!