This is a place where I am going to say what's on my mind, and life is a bumpy winding road, so this will have ups and downs. Please leave unkindness at the previous page, but be honest! Just offer your support and encouragement.
For the sake of honesty I'm 5'3.5 and 103lb. but I think I'm fat. And no matter how many times someone tells me I'm skinny I won't believe them. I don't hate my life, but I hate myself. I always remember mistakes, think of what I should have said too late, and I can't see myself in any future. I've thought of suicide, but never tried anything. It's just been a few of "those years."
But as I said I don't hate my life, and there are always happy days. I love performing, and I love my 4.0. I love my brother, I love my parents, and I love and adore my chihuahua.
I might post about the past, I might post about the future, I might post about what happened that day. I really just don't know.
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